VIENNA (AP) — A year that turned Mikaela Shiffrin’s world upside down has left the American standout wondering how much time she has left in ski racing, with the start of the new season fast approaching.

The double Olympic and three-time overall World Cup champion hasn’t truly considered quitting the sport yet but is questioning how long all the traveling will still be worth it.

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Being home, close to family, has become even more important to the 25-year-old since the death of her father, Jeff Shiffrin, in early February.

“I used to worry about winning ski races, and maybe I will again,” Shiffrin said Tuesday in a conference call. “But then my nana died (in October 2019), and I still worried about winning ski races. And then my dad died, and I just gave up ski racing altogether and thought I wouldn’t come back at all.”

She has asked herself, “Is it worth it?”

“The whole season is in Europe and we are away from home for around six months during the season, and for another two months during the summer period. I am home not very often,” Shiffrin said.

“I have so much passion and I want to do this, and here I am, and I’m doing it, but it also takes me away from the people that I love,” she said. “At some point that is going to be too much. My brother is back home, I am not going to see him for a pretty long time, but my mom is traveling with me. If she was not able to come, I would not be here, 100 percent.”

Also, she started thinking about what her dad would have wanted her to do.

“I don’t think my dad would want me to stop for him. But it is also hard to know that because he can’t be here to tell me. Those are the things that I struggle with: How long will it be worth the travel, being away from home, all of those things,” she said. “In a way it was a consideration, but I wasn’t thinking: OK, I am going to quit now.”

When Shiffrin pushes out of the start gate for the World Cup season opener on Oct. 17 in Soelden, Austria, it will have been nearly nine months since her last race — when she picked up her 66th career win at a super-G in Bulgaria.

She was sitting out speed races in Sochi the following week at the time of her father’s accident at the family’s home in Colorado. She and her mother, Eileen, rushed back to the United States.

Having lost her lead in the overall ranking to Federica Brignone and in the slalom standings to Petra Vlhova five weeks later, Shiffrin returned to Europe in mid-March for races in Sweden but was denied a chance to compete as the remainder of the season was canceled amid the COVID-19 outbreak, which prompted them to return to the United States.

Forced to stay at home, the pandemic helped Shiffrin in trying to come to terms with the loss of her father.

She took to social media several times, sharing how she was trying to cope.

“I actually find it easier to talk about that publicly, more than privately. People would expect that I might feel this way, so it’s almost easier to say it then,” Shiffrin said. “Sometimes it’s easier to say something to the public on Instagram, something that maybe would help other people and that’s a little bit motivation to speak about it. When I’m talking privately to basically anybody, it’s a lot more difficult to talk about it.”

In September, the Shiffrin family teamed up with a group of six donors in creating the Jeff Shiffrin Athlete Resiliency Fund, aiming to sustain coaching, training camps, and competition expenses for American athletes in the current, challenging times, with the 2022 Beijing Olympics only 16 months away.

Earlier, Shiffrin had gone back on skis after 16 weeks without training, almost twice as much as the usual nine-week off-season break.

The team got 10 days at Copper Mountain and 14 more at Mount Hood. And after arriving in Europe last week, Shiffrin trained twice with the Austrian team.

“One day I was pretty far behind, one day I was OK,” she said. “It’s like having an injury but you can’t really see it. It takes some time to come back in the right way, to be mentally ready to focus that hard and put in so much effort to be that fast again.”

Off the slopes she is not totally at ease, either, in the Austrian Alps. Walking through the village, memories pop up.

“My dad came to Soelden a couple of times,” she said. “We go into the grocery store and I think about the time he was here and maybe I can feel him, but otherwise it is pretty hard to feel him close here, so that is really uncomfortable.”

It is a feeling, Shiffrin is aware, that will not disappear.

“That is something for my mom and me, we have to get used to the feeling of being uncomfortable, because we can’t stay inside the house forever. It’s part of the process, I guess.”

10 COMMENTS

  1. Miki should quit ski racing when she’s prepared to move on. Maybe, this year, she should ski race because she enjoys ski racing. She should race at her comfort level, make an announcement to lower everyone’s expectations, remove the pressure to win the globe, and just race at her favorite venues. She will still be a star even if she only podiums three times. Everyone will understand

  2. Life goes by pretty quickly, and you have to try to find the things that inspire, challenge, and thrill you. I hope that is still ski racing for Miki, because it’s so inspiring to watch her, but if it’s not I hope she finds something that is.

  3. If there was ever a season to take off this 20-21 would be the one to blow and go traveling, free-ski, and be with friends and family. If she craves it she can always come back but she’s a very talented person, she will be successful in entirely different fields with her approach.

  4. Heartbreaking on so many levels. She is so strong mentally, emotionally, and an inspires to bring out the best in ourselves. In my view she is the greatest alpine skier of all time. I have no doubt given another season or two she would go beyond any other decorated racer. Wish her all the strength and happiness as she goes on her personal journey.

  5. Mimi,
    Trust your intuition. You have nothing to prove to ANYONE! Hopefully you will have a long and happy life. Find someone you can share that lifetime with.
    PS, if you ever need someone to ski with, please send me an email.

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